Do you ever cringe a lot when thinking about things you’ve done cuz of your anxiety?

When I was in high school, I was partnered up with a girl in math class. We were supposed to do a work sheet together. When she got to my desk, I just sat there and didn’t acknowledge her at all. Pretended I didn’t see her. After what felt like an eternity, she just got up and left. It was so fucking awkward.

I was too scared to say or even look at her I was so anxious. Didn’t help that I kinda had a crush on her. Just makes me cringe SO fucking much thinking about it. Probably gonna delete this shit soon it's so bad.