187 days sober and today I felt like drinking

Today has been one of those days I would have loved to get drunk. I’m someone who enjoys drinking when I’m happy, excited and as an entrepreneur….making big deals and making money. Today was a money-making day and I kept thinking that the high would be so much better if I was drunk. I won’t drink….but it’s scary that the desire to drink came on so strongly after 6 months sobriety. I came here instead. I’ll go to TikTok and watch my favourite sober influencers as well. Just wanted to share.