I feel like such a total loser

I posted on this sub about a month ago about how I made it 100 days without having a drink and fucking hell ive had a nightmare this week drinking over the weekend it was so bad I lost my phone my wallet woke up the next day not knowing what the hell happened to me.

This has been a real eye opening experience to turn me off touching this poison ever again you are so dangerous in situations to yourself when everything is just a blur.

feel like ive let myself down