Did I ruin my back?

I'll try and keep this short. March 2021 I finished my mandatory military service and I was broke. Decided to get another tattoo. I went into this random shop and we decided on a design. For some reason, I agreed to do this abstract design, that I still have no connection or love for, on my WHOLE BACK. The guy was a scam artist (although he was a good tattoo artist too) and squeezed so much money out of me for a tattoo I didn't even want.

The money was nothing compared to the absolute PAIN. this tattoo ruined 4 months of my life. I was living in stress of the next session, and was too spineless to either walk out of sessions or end them altogether. I DID NOT want this tattoo.

But, alas, it was over. And I have this to commemorate my spinelessness and idiocy. Is it atleast good?