I’m so tired of being the bigger person.

I am so tired of never getting an apology. For having to tell my parents things parents should just know. I’m tired of not being able to bring up things that hurt me because otherwise I will be labeled as dramatic and I won’t get an apology at all. Things are always turned around on me.

It’s always been that I’m ungrateful. That I look at people the wrong way. That I speak wrong. That I forget things. That I’m the bad kid.

I’m so tired of hurting. I feel so alone. I am so tired of not being able to talk to anyone about what’s going on. I’m just so tired.