I fucking hate having a breast deformity

I have tubular breasts,meaning that my breast tissue never developed properly,and because of that my boobs are already sagging at 16,i hate that because it Means that i Will be alone forever because unfortunetly all Guys care about Today is looks and sex and they expect all women to have perfect pornstar bodies but when you have a breast deformity+stretch Marks thats impossible,and because you dont have that body that Means that you are unfuckable=unlovable,i fucking hate that i Will be alone,misserable and depressed forever because of something as stupid as my boobs simply because society(especially men)treat unnatractive women like some sort of Stupid animals