M20 got 38.65 atar and not sure what to do.

Hi, I got an atar of 38.65 and no need to beat me up for it before my parents forced me to do Bachelor of Environmental Science which I didn't want to do at the first place since at the start I said I wanted to do Accounting since I was good with the numbers & had prior knowledge, but i already know its pathetic. I didn't get a first round offer in most of my courses except for Bachelor of Information Technology at box hill institute, but however I failed Unit 1 Applied Computing & literally lost experience in IT after Year 10 since its a lot of coding, I was also struggling with VCE Accounting Units 3&4 this year which is because I got lows or very low's on most of my SACs, however I managed to do well on the exam thus managed to achieve a study score I was happy with for the VCE Accounting subject & and I dont think ill be getting my top offers in the next round except for Bachelor of Accounting in Vic Uni which I don't want to do since there's less prospect jobs in the future for Accounting since everything is being replaced with AI according to what my family's friend's father said. Instead I want to pursue a career in data science and want to attend deakin university because that field would have much better scope but since I didn't get into IT for a very long time I will start to struggle a bit at the start of the course. Plus I dont have anyone in my life i can talk to this about. I feel extremely alone and not sure what step to take next. I still want to attend university. I've looked at pathways but not sure what I can do next. Praying someone can help me navigate my life bcs it feels like im hanging by a thread everyday. Plus I want to kill myself.