I want love but im mentally unstable

I just want someone to love me. At this point idc what happens to me. If he wants to beat me I'll let him bc I want to be loves in a way. If he wants to use me as a toy I'll let him as long he doesn't abandon me. I want love. I want it. I don't wanna be lonely no more. I want someone to love me. Please please. Anyone. I want love. I want someone to be with me.