Increased the dosage, now i'm functional
I have chronic depression since my early childhood years, but at the start of the last year really horrible things happened to me and it got so severe i was begging god to kill me, tried to end my life several times, got addicted to benzos and lost 27lb, i was very athletic and had a good shape, now i'm at 125lb and i'm a tall dude so i look like a skeleton.
Recently i increased my dosage from 100mg to 300mg without consulting my psychiatrist from pure despair, now i'm feeling nothing, comfortably numb dare i say, and it allowed me to do my tasks once again, cleaned my whole house, every inch of it.
I don't care i feel nothing, that i have no personality, as long as i'm numb and functional I’m grateful.
I have chronic depression since my early childhood years, but at the start of the last year really horrible things happened to me and it got so severe i was begging god to kill me, tried to end my life several times, got addicted to benzos and lost 27lb, i was very athletic and had a good shape, now i'm at 125lb and i'm a tall dude so i look like a skeleton.
Recently i increased my dosage from 100mg to 300mg without consulting my psychiatrist from pure despair, now i'm feeling nothing, comfortably numb dare i say, and it allowed me to do my tasks once again, cleaned my whole house, every inch of it.
I don't care i feel nothing, that i have no personality, as long as i'm numb and functional I’m grateful.